I thought I should start opening up to everyone, even the random people who come across my deviations, so here it is.
My name is Alex, I am 17, I have 3 younger siblings. I think it's sad to think about a senior in high school who really feels depressed and sad inside but can't talk to anyone. Not his family, his friends, his girlfriend even. I should start in the beginning when I was younger. when I was about 6-7 years old. I moved to wonderful Des Moines in Iowa, I went from a small rural town with plenty of friends to this big city. Before I moved to Des Moines, I had a good friend named Jared. We were like brothers and were as close as ever. We used to walk to school together. He was a year younger than me. I used to look out for him and help him with things. simple things. like walking a bike across the street, fending off assholes who try to mess with us. It wasn't easy being really young. The day after I moved to Des Moines. I received a phone call from Jared's dad saying that t